memorriiess`

2006-12-15T20:56:00.000+08:00

TWO CAMPS COMING UP! great.

anyway, Mr Adrian's getting married tmr! *gasps!
i wonder who's the lucky girl (:

2006-12-06T19:38:00.000+08:00

watch some bad tv

i know it's very wrong to read someone's diary. well, i stumbled upon it. (:

it's a good thing my sister is just 8 years old. HA.
her diary is so... cute. with all the grammar mistakes and everything. makes her such a klutz. a small cute klutz.

have been slacking alot lately. i simply sigh when i see that pile of homework plus miscellaneous on my table. and i don't do anything about them. yet. TSKK.

and, i got to stop having weird dreams!

2006-11-30T21:27:00.000+08:00

I'M SO TIRED.

2006-11-26T16:24:00.000+08:00

okay this is silly

i just realised a moment ago that i was using someone else's wireless network connection, from above or below hell knows. it just suddenly got cut off cos that person probably switched it off. only then did i realise that i didn't even switch on my broadband! god this is hilarious. and stupid. but kinda smart. HAHAHA (:

went jogging in the morning. REFRESHED! heh.

hike tmr :O

this week's gonna be hell. so is the next.

shut your pie hole

2006-11-22T15:23:00.000+08:00

i can finally log into windows live messenger.
my brother knew what the problem was and didn't tell me. how silly! (:

went to get farewell equipment just now. farewell's tmr! conte de fees :D anyway, zhising, xinning and dorita got their ears pierced (: like, finally!

so many things, lately.
and it's raining! got to postpone my jogging plans. D:

2006-11-20T00:29:00.000+08:00

i had the weirdest dream last night. weirdly freaky.

i dreamt that i was in this bungalow. it was supposedly my house. and there i was standing outside the rooms. and then, my brother who was beside me said- 'you know, all of these years, i have kept alot of your letters for you. these letters, you are not supposed to open. if you open them, the ghosts will have access to your room. you must not open them.'. He said all these in a serious and eerie tone. somehow, i felt so terrified! it seemed so surreal! and then the very very funny part. my brother passed the letters to me and one of the letters was from George W Bush. like, HAHAHA where's the link right? 9: and afterthat, somehow, my friend was standing outside one of the rooms, sticking her head in, peeking. then she rushed to me and said in a very very serious and anxious tone- 'oh my god, your sister is pretending to put makeup!! how?!'
and then i woke up.

this dream is just so stupid and meaningless. someone interpret it for me? :D

2006-11-14T19:47:00.000+08:00

hey all, this is a really sweet song by Casting Crowns (: the lyrics are, amazing and so real

Who am i

who am i?
that the Lord of all the earth
cared to know my name
cared to feel my hurt
who am i?
that the bright and morning star
would choose to light the way
for my ever wondering heart

not because of who i am
but because of what you've done
not because of what i've done
but because of who you are

i am a flower quickly fading
here today and gone tomorrow
a wave tossed in the ocean
a vapour in the wind
still you hear me when i'm calling
Lord you catch me when i'm falling
and you told me who i am
i am yours
i am yours

who am i?
that the eyes that see my sin
would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
who am i?
that the voice that calm the sea
would call out through the rain
and calm the storm in me

whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
'cuz i am yours
i am yours

2006-11-13T17:22:00.000+08:00

my runway

ulcer blues. bonjela incoming! [:

you know, i've actually started on chinese alrdy. one down, 11 more to go. and there's english, math, chemistry and biology.
did i miss out anything?

oh great i've 4 camps in december. kill me!

i'm trying to go out lesser, because i'm desperately trying to save money. and i think my plan is backfiring. HAHAHA. i need cash! *

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

2006-11-10T23:08:00.000+08:00

move along, let me show you the way

Oh man.
i'm having the bad flu, again. D: i can hardly breathe. *GASPS-
went outtt yesterday and spent on shoes and shirts and miscellaneous! ;] and we had fun in the rain HAHAHA. i wanna watch STEPUP! (: lovely-

was totally switched off during math tuition today. did no more than 10 questions in like, 2 hours plus. how wasted! but, whatever :D

prison break is awesome! csi miami is awesome! so you think you can dance is awesome! america's next top model is awesome! smallville is awesome! my december is so packed.

I HAVE TO START ON MY HOMEWORK ALREADY.
easier said than done huh.

shake that booty

2006-11-05T22:18:00.000+08:00

GREAT IS OUR GOD :]

2006-11-03T10:46:00.000+08:00

for you, a thousand times over :]

oh bugger.
i woke up like, two three times in the morning just now. tsks-

and i just realised i'm at the very last chapter of the kite runner :D it's such an interesting and captivating book. so evocative yet touching. (: right. i can do my book review just here. *GRINS

anyway, went suntec with zhi yesterday! (: had to keep reminding myself that my mission was to buy all the birthday presents that i owed and not my own personal stuffs. gee :P oh so tempting! so in the end i was a good kid and busted my cash on gifts. correction, late gifts. (: save, one.
after that, zhi bought shorts and i bought a pair of jeans from bum :D prettaye! satisfaction guaranteed.

watched prison break for the first time yesterday night (very lag i know). WENTWORTH MILLER! :D i kept asking my brother why this why that and i'm surprised he wasn't irritated :] if he were in his usual retarded state, he would have just asked me to shut up & f off. HAHAHA :D

i need to get chemistry tutorial. fast.

when you lie, you steal a man's right to the truth

2006-11-01T13:31:00.000+08:00

to perhance upon this circumstance is something of a miracle

luhuan! purple is not gay! :]
okay actually it is but im ignoring that fact :D

can't go online, something's wrong with windows live messenger! ):

anyway, i'm feeling so much better after taking LEMSIP and some flu pills (: (i think it was the flu pills which actually worked, not the LEMSIP)
i'm determined to grow taller! gonna jump jump jump everyday! :] hahaha.

i've actually started on my holiday homework *claps- at least i tried to. borrowed The Kite Runner for english assignment and it's pretty good :) gonna finish reading it by this week!

welfare stuff all settled, just waiting for proposals to flood in... whoo! :D

-

you know, the holidays are so bloody boring.

rather a truth to hurt than a lie to comfort

2006-10-31T20:36:00.000+08:00

so retarded-

i'm back from hiatus mode :)
feels so weird to blog again, hahaha.
dont really have the blogging mood, but.. yeah

i'm feeling so sick! flu, sorethroat and slight fever D: oh no.
have to get well by friday!

smoke some weed and drink some brew

2006-08-27T16:28:00.000+08:00

YOU AIN'T GONNA SEE NO BLACK PRINTS HERE NO MORE TIL... AFTER EXAMS? totally.

2006-08-01T21:04:00.000+08:00

red

i hate it when i get the bug.

RUNNY NOSE. run run run!!! ugh /:

okay. that was.. random.

seriously! it's giving me headaches and my nose's turning tomato.
even 95236789864212835678 tissuepacks ain't enough. *sulks- hopefully i'll get well enough! can't afford to miss lessons ):

gonna do my english assignment nownownow!!(;

upcoming tests-
social studies
biology ):

my doctor

2006-07-25T11:48:00.000+08:00

Now hear this

"What did you learn at school today?"
That's what the teachers used to say
But they don't know
Don't understand, do they
Why do they always give advice
Saying "Just be nice, always think twice"
When it's been a long since they had a teenage life

x2

Dwelling on the past, from back when I was young
Thinking of my school days and trying to write this song
Classroom schemes and dreams
Man they couldn't save me
Cos my days were numbered when I signed down on Avy
Teenage kicks running out what could we do
I still show respect to my boys who made it through
And getting told off Mr T how my life would be
Then giving him a signal
So everyone could see
Sunshine and shade
Those girls I'd serenade
Thinking of those sixth form chicks that misbehave
Hoping that those days would go on and on forever
Every day something new
Just friends running together
But suddenly school ends Your teenage life gone
All your mates are growing up now
They're moving on
And now I'm looking back
I'll tell you what I know
Do you listen to your teacher?
No I don't think so

Now if you treat the kids fine, together they will shine
Ooh ooh ooh shine
And if you give the kids time, they won't do the crime
Won't do the crime

Now my bad old ways
Were during my school days
Messing on those grade A's
My life is just a haze
I'm going through the struggle
Five ten and kicking back
So I could lock my flow
Lace it up now on the track
Oh yeh I felt the pain
Whilst chasing all the fame I'm being told I'm nothing
Just a player in the game
But now I walk tall
Stand proud for you to see I'm driving these fast cars
It's five stars for me

"What did you learn at school today?"
That's what the teachers used to say
But they don't know
Don't understand, do they?
Why do they always give advice
Saying "Just be nice, always think twice"
When it's been a long since they had a teenage life

-

i'm in summer concerto now!(: okay, sometimes you just can't help it when the teacher's not giving you the evil eye. :D dummdeeeeeedum.
anyway, this song's kinda....... not me for now. maybe 10years down the road? perhaps.

alright! i better get back to my research on metals already! oh chemistry. :]

just be nice, always think twice

2006-07-24T19:44:00.000+08:00

yawns-

i've been too lazy to blog recently.

it's kinda saddening that stomp!'s over.. ohwell! ): believe or not, i kinda missed our instructor, Mr Gani. sighhhhhhhhhhh!! i didn't get to watch it myself (duhh, rubbish.) but i heard it was good! :D our efforts finally paid off huh! *GRINS-
seconds before our performance all of us were like shit shiit shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit- ing (: the crowd was so..... blue. if you know what i mean. ha!

i know this is kinda late butttt,

COOKIE SALES!
mac(nuts)- $12
chocolate- $10
mint- $10

cash by wed! :]

you nutzzzy drew! stupid :D

emath time! oh whee ):

gimme gimme shimmy shimmy

2006-07-17T18:13:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz :(

2006-07-10T11:35:00.000+08:00

FRANCE LOST! ):sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

not that i bet on france or whatever, but... it's real sad. ohwelll!
i guess zidane's headbutt into the chest of Marco Materazzi didn't help much huh.. lol. yepp, ITALY won... so be it. (: Fabio Cannavaro! the number 1 defender.. and i totally have to agree with that. Miroslav Klose won the Golden Shoe Award and Lukas Podolskl won the Best Young Player Award!
what a coincidence that both of them are from Germany..

and that's it! the worldcup craze is over.... finally. no lame excuse to sleep in class already.. sheesh. :D

byebye!

2006-07-06T18:45:00.000+08:00

@$##%^&(_)_*^%&_+@$$&*;&*$;$^$()#$$#^&$($^^*+_)_&@

SIGH. (for the 40847825498457132549 time today) portugal lost to france D: ohwell! i felt they played their bestest bessssst this time! did you see ronaldo's beautiful/brilliant/wonderful/magnificent/awesome/marvellous back passing to maniche? that was pretty man! hahaha :] scolari's a great coach! okay chermain shut up.

now for france v italy..
maybe france can get lucky again and score a penalty kick huh! lol. i guess i'm rooting for france? (cos i don't know a single player from italy)
GO ZINEDINE ZIDANE!!!:) how contradicting when i was rooting for portugal a few hours ago. feels weirrrrrrrrd. :D

school ends at 12pm tmr! i just don't look forward to school nowadays /: aiyeeer.*tutstutstutttttttts-

i need to exercise.

sha er ma yin

2006-07-05T18:57:00.000+08:00

-

i can't believe germany lost! ]: it was kinda unexpected to me... sheesh. this season is so unpredictable huh. and i gotta conserve energy for portugal v france at 3am! :D i'm mentally prepared for portugal to lose already... but who knows? scolari is a great coach :)

i haven't been studying much lately and my guilt is bothering me. haha :D so much to do, so little time, got to learn how to cope!(: and to kick the habit of dozing off in classes! (esp hcl & physics)

chem test tmr on stoichiometry and mole concept! ): bleargh, i hate chemical calculations /:

gotta bring my sis to tuition!

17

2006-07-02T18:23:00.000+08:00

oh.

you don't know how elated i was when PORTUGAL won england! :D (seriously, without waye rooney, beckham and owen, the team looked like a bunch of losers *quoted) i was on the phone with xinzi and we were so so so nervous during the penalty kicks! (ricardo was awesome!)

xinzi: shitshitshitshiiiiiiiiiiiiiit
me: shutup la xinzi you're making me nervous shutupppp

after two penalty kicks..

me: oh shitshitshitttt shit!
xinzi: shutup chermain shutupppp shutupp!

HAHAHA [:

but,

you don't know how BUMMED i was when i found out that BRAZIL lost to (ugh) france! ): i watched only 20min of the match and went to bed ( cos i assumed brazil would win) and i never expected france to win.. aiyeer. (no more kaka!)

man, nobody likes france.

so i'm neither happy nor sad. both of the matches balanced out my feelings. ha.

now it's portugal v france. i don't expect portugal to win already... france has already beaten brazil.. what's portugal to them? sheesh.

time for work! :)

there's not a star in heaven that you can't reach

2006-06-29T19:56:00.000+08:00

this is random

i finally got the highschoolmusical songs! :D thankyou wanzhen lovely! *GRINS WIDELY- anyway,mdm teo and mrs marychan's leaving! ]: they were really nice (i think) and the thought of them leaving ahs makes me feel sad! ohwell. *pouts

it's raining rats and hamsters now and it's sportsday tmr! :S *claps-
lol. hopefully it doesn't rain tmr!(: i know this is kinda late but jiayou to those participating in track events and cheering! bring it on!

the coming worldcup matches are gonna be frrrrrrrreaking exciting!:)
30 jun 11pm- Germany v Argentina
1 jul 3am- Italy v Ukraine
1 jul 11pm- England v Portugal
2 jul 3am- Brazil v France

these should be correct. hahaha :] i think i'm gonna stay up for every match, they are all so worth-watching.. gee!

i need to prioritise my time properly already! if i go on like this.. nonono, i can't go on like this. studies will always come first and i need to drill that into my brain/mind. someone counsel me! :O

liptat is funny:
where does a corn hide?
corner.

this feeling's like no other

2006-06-28T20:42:00.000+08:00

gosh i'm tired.

2006-06-26T19:20:00.000+08:00

PORTUGAL WON AGAIN hahaha!(:

they are going against england next and i really really hope portugal will win again but i've got this slightest instinct that they will lose ]: *TOUCHWOOD. 2 players were sent off already, cristiano ronaldo has a slight injury at his right thigh, portugal has a whole rubbish load of yellow cards and deco's out with a redcard!! ): *tuts.

dinner, bye! :D

2006-06-21T20:24:00.000+08:00

They say that we're all fools
They don't understand
We're all going down together
In a crash, boom, bang

man,i love ritter sport chocolate. (daddy brought home this plasticbag full of ritter sport chocolate i think he's conspiring to make me fatter or something UGH and i think i'm falling for his evil trap *gasps)

:D

had annualgeneralmeeting today & we met the new councillors!(: hahaha. we kind of psychoed them (in fact everyone did) into joining WELFARE & had a great number of welfarian wannabes! ;) and thankyou welfarians for being so enthusiastic, proud of you guys! *GRINS-

yes and can someone pleasseeeeeeeeee psycho me to do my homework? i'm seriously lagging with all the founder's day practices & the worldcup craze hurhur :D

talking about worldcup... i can't wait for the portugal v mex match later on at 10pm! *prays hard that portugal will win..

Forget the darkest living part of me - the irony

2006-06-19T22:05:00.000+08:00

Like a wave the ocean can't control

here's a lil something that my cell leaders (jeremy&yiling) made for us! :)

10 Golden Commandments to Live By-

1. Draw closer to God everyday
2. Attend Cell Group Meetings regularly and punctually
3. Participate actively in Cell lessons, discussions and sharings so that lessons may be interactive
and interesting.
4. Engage in Cell Fellowship once a week.
5. Be an active member in Speedlight Youth Service (get involved in a ministry)
6. Honour God in my studies
7. Be a caring child of God at home.
8. Enthrone Jesus in my school
9. Be an ambassador for Christ to my friends
10. Live a holy and godly life.

whew! (takes a deep breath) i guess i really have to wake up from my reverie already! dude, tell me it's easy ): esp the number five & six ): sigh! *tuts.

today's matches ain't worth watching (in other words, boring and uninteresting... ). so i shall go get my beauty sleep.

i ran out of words to put here

2006-06-18T21:13:00.000+08:00

YES! PORTUGAL WON!!! (: WHOOOOOOOOHOOO!!!

awesome.

2006-06-15T14:18:00.000+08:00

faithful and true and living up to.

i want to get a tan! hahaha. :D
went swimming yesterday & tried to get one but, the sun wasn't really blazing. *tuts.
thenthenthen angel&i headed to the national library to rock some books! (again) gee(: borrowed this book called billystraight by jonathankellerman. some murder mystery shit :]

ohwell. sch's gonna reopen veryvery soon! ): and i reallyreally have to get my homework started! (i STILL haven done biology but whatever already...) i realised i've been slacking alot and i've got to be more efficient. sigh.

no swimming no shopping no movies no tv

(actually i take the tv part back... worldcup!)

this sacred trust

2006-06-12T17:31:00.000+08:00

my mommy used to tell me that patience is a virtue

man, my ulcers are burrrrrning. it's two joined together ): *tuts. it looks deadly.
hope the bonjela's gonna work... cos the pain's ruining my mood. sheesh.

spent some time in the library yesterday finding a good book by catherine lim for book review. (her books are boring, seriously.) sigh ... i gotta get my work started already! ]: and i haven started on biology yet, despite the umpteen times that i've reminded myself. lousy.

and yes! i've managed to persuade daddy to suscribe to ch27.(wooohoo!) soccer isn't exactly my thing but hey, it's the worldcup ya know! it's time to get excited hahaha(: *GRINS

and the malacca trip! the apartment was cooool ... (apart from the fact that the aircon in the room that i occupied WASN'T WORKING) hahaha. got the chance to bond with the other councillors though!(: and i fell asleep halfway through the match between germany & costarica GEE(: so whenever the guys "GOAL..!!!!" , i'll wakeup and dozeoff again. perfect. *chuckles

nope, i'm gonna kick that nostalgia feeling away!photos! send me the photos!(:

man, ulcers suck.

i'm staring right through you

2006-06-08T00:38:00.000+08:00

i can't sleep.

look at the time, what am i doing here. man, i should be biology-ing.
but nevertheless im proud to say i've completed amath&physics! (:
oh yeah, slamming! lol. xD

oh btw, CAMP CHALLENGE was wayyy good :] learned a whole lot of new stuffs & mixed around with other guides from different schools! kinda made me feel demoralised(cos they were damn good.their standards were pretty high*) D: but hey we can always take a different route and learn from them right?(: anyway, congrats to damai, dunmanhigh & cedar who clinched the top three! darn, i miss you girls! ):

accidents happened though!(unfortunately) dor fell and injured her left( or is it right) knee and while kayaking the peddle(sp?) hit my right eye (it was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO pain and yes i know it was inadvertent) and now there's this cut/slash 2mm below my right eye. (and this awful bruise ]:) thank God the peddle(sp?) wasnt long enough to reach my eyeball. *claps. others sprained their ankle and stuffs. *tuts

okay im yawning already. it's almost oneee. and im going MALACCA tmr!(: *council trip.
and i'll be back on the 10th okay? hahaha.

i think i'll probably read (angela's ashes) myself to sleep or something.

this sake

2006-06-01T17:00:00.000+08:00

CAMP CHALLENGE tmr! back on the 5th.

Love, chermain.

2006-05-31T14:22:00.000+08:00

The world's forever turning,
and there's a thought that never stops burning.
If I'm pounding at your door,
it's because I'm here to ask for more.

it's so hot&sunny now, what a perfect day for swimming(and tanning!!!).xD
just that im stuck here, desperate to finish reading my book which is due in twodays time!
hahaha(: and i've only started on physics, which im only halfway through. *tuts
there is still emath amath hcl english ss biology ): oh shoots.
i spent an inordinate amount of time sleeping yesterday! was too tired after the camp cos of the interviewing session and huan said my eyebags were *freaking obvious. well i think they are not. but seriously, whatever (:

was late for biology class today... and was struggling to keep awake although i slept 13hours yesterdaynight. (: hahaha! and STOMP! afterwards. it's more of tapdancing for us uniformgroups actually. and the teacher is kinda err, not-very-man(okay, sissy gay girlly whatever you name it) gonna look verystupidretardeddumb on that day. affirmative*

im going off for campchallenge this friday! not very keen though.. but hey we're gonna do our best!(: our division is gonna rock. xD go girls!

oh man there's construction going on upstairs and the noise is killing me! ): noise pollution kills. going bonkerscrazydementedinsane* hahaha.

shitty, i hate it when im asked to do household chores.

Disillusion takes what illusion gives
What's the use of make believe?

2006-05-25T18:40:00.000+08:00

Give a little look with some attitude
Make them think about you
Show them with a stare
You can take it there

yesterday was sports heats!(: okay.. although the results wasn't very awesome but hey its okay at least we completed the race! rightrightright? hahaha :D such trifling matters, not worth my disappointment :)

sigh. 4 camps coming up.
student council selection camp. camp challenge. council malaysia trip. guides camp. and founder's day trainings as well.. darn :S how splendid, my schedule's packed. ohwelll, and pengzhi laoshi gave us sooooooomuch holiday homework! ): and you know how much i hate chinese. i feel so ... !@$@#%$#&98#@$&(67!&_)(-3. those mounds & mounds of work. rahh, demented. *tuts.

lessons were rather empty, was reading my book the whole time ... remember my resolution to improve my english? :D to revel in the beauty of english.. (: tmr's the last day of school! yepp and there are meetings and campchallenge stuffs going on! sheesh. i can't make it for 2D'05 outing this sunday!! ): darn,again. bummed.

okay i'm gonna be a good kid and trrrry to start on my holiday homework before i go bonkers.

I know what i'm all about, nobody's gonna change me,
I stand my ground and deal with negativity,
I got my mind made up, I'm gonna do whatever makes me happy,
One step at a time, I chose my own destiny.

2006-05-22T18:56:00.000+08:00

Alone in the dark till the night turns into day
Falling apart, does life get in the way

school ended at 12pm today, not that it's a bad thing. but sometimes i wonder what ever happened to our post-exam activities. i could still remember the time when 2D'05 had captain's ball competitions! how fun were the times :D but yeah, school's become boring recently, unecessary and ... ... silly. hahaha(: tmr's the TJC talk for sec3s i think.. see? how boring.

pe was :S .. haven had pe for sooo long and today's 10min run got me all breathless. sheesh! gotta train girl! trrrrain! :p hahaha. oh! we got to watch inotstupid2 during hcl today! its real funny but i watched it like azilliontimes already cos ive the burnt vcd. *chuckles :)

my results for mye are still alright but english was ohmygoshsoheartbreaking. i could practically hear my heart shatter... hahaha, okay very exaggerating i know but yeah nevermind! gonna work harder for english already! borrowed a couple of books from the sch library today... english here i come! chinese can just go and die. hate you chinese (:

my skin was like shedding today, eeeeek. oh my sunburnt skin! hur :) alright! gotta do homework (yes we have homework oh bother D: ) and manymany other stuffs!

Prefer a thousand hello's to just one goodbye.
Prefer the pain of the truth to a pretty lie.
Listen to the words in my head, although they may not rhyme.

2006-05-20T19:19:00.000+08:00

lobbbbbster.

my face is so red so pain like a boiled lobster rather than a bronzed goddess. hahaha :)

council was cycling in eastcoastpark yesterday, was kinda fun hee(: all the bonding and everything. and its the sec4's last camp that they planned so yeah, its kinda sad ): ohwell nevermind. oh, and the greenwhite sc badge that was given to us? its really cool. haha :D love it man.

went tampines swimming complex today! haven swam since my operation so yeah was real happy hur (: gee. and hey the place changed quite a whole lot!
loved the deck for sunbathing esp(: and the gym! and there is this slide for kids, so yeah too bad cause i would really wanna try it out.. hahaha :D and the toilets are nicer as well. pretty :)

oh oh! i went to thin my hair and shortened my fringe! love my new hair though its not much of a difference but yeah nevermind(: its less thick&bushy already!

sheesh. gotta help my sister with her project now!

i dont want no shit

2006-05-13T17:26:00.001+08:00

that ain't nothing

i haven't blogged for quite a while so that explained
why i took a minute to remember my password.

okay, i know this comes as a lag but still,

EXAMS ARE OVER!! :D

hahaha.

i don't know, but somehow i just lost the passion for blogging
this unexplainable loss.
i would rather give my time to the tv.
hur.

check out this poem.

I shed a tear today
Silently, I felt it fall
You caught it
shared it
held it
felt it
then
suddenly
it wasn't
so big
after all.

this rare truth-pain shared is pain lessened.

how nice(:

2006-03-30T18:25:00.000+08:00

RAHH.
don't feel like updating anymore

i just feel like mugging.

2006-03-23T20:28:00.000+08:00

don't sigh, little one.

2006-03-15T15:55:00.000+08:00

a-e-a saa bu rehh!

i know i haven't posted for quite awhile already..
somehow, i lost that teeny weeny bit of interest in blogging!
guess i'll update less often, gotta concentrate on studies
cos i've got this really bad feeling that my results
are gonna flop soon! ): aiyeer.

and guess what? (:
jeremy scored 4As for his A-levels!! :D
boy, we were all so shocked, and proud of you!
this boy ALWAYS gives me loads of inspiration..
don't die in NS =)

oh yeah, the bonding camp.
if you talk about the time when we..

got first for 'kidnapped!'
waved to tourists spastically to make them wave back
desperately counted the no. of planks on that uberlong bridge
got tangled up among ourselves
vandalised our own faces
buried mr tan in the sand
played captain's ball with a raw chicken
threw the instructors into the sea
threw mr tan into the sea
embarrassed ourselves during campfire

it was fun (:

except on the first day, all the cheers and songs =x
made me feel like a kindergarden freshman hurhur :)

okayokay, time for heymath!
emath test on the first day of school. so interesting.

faith is allowing yourself to go beyond what your eyes can see

2006-03-08T18:59:00.000+08:00

insanely different

i've been so sick recently and the doc said i caught the flu bug!
so i was lockedup at home since friday night til this morning!
and that makes almost six days with fever, tsktsk..
but i'm alright now, just some flu and cough :D
thanks for the well wishes!

okay, so i went to sch at 130pm to take the phy spa.
it felt so weird to go to sch in the afternoon but yeah.
everything was screwed up! ):
the teacher even had to come and help me a couple of times.
SO EMBARRASSING.
hur but ohwell nevermind.
gonna have to buck up the next time! :D
and the phy test was quite alright(:
i didn't study much though. hur.

got our class tee today!
it looks weird though..but nevermind!
it's a class thing, we've got to be happy about it :D
insanely different huh!

sec3 bonding camp tmr
mixed feelings. haha(:
somehow i don't feel like going, but, aiyeer!
don't miss me people! =)

insanely different

2006-02-20T21:47:00.000+08:00

kaleidoscope-

today's geography test was a real goner ): raahh.
explain why singapore practises high-tech farming. INTERESTING.
i was like. a big question mark.
but nevermind, in the end i started writing what came into my mind
and some were actually correct! (according to mrbentan :D)
so yeah, i'm kind of in love with geography i don't know why.

i've been waking up late almost everyday nowadays :/
so in the end i start taking cabs almost everyday and arrive
so early in school! :] haha ohwells. waste of money!
maybe i should have 3 or 4 alarm clocks or something. hur.

gosh, mr ben tan is sick :/ oh no!
that means no more toiletry jokes tmr! ):
sigh sigh sigh. rest well and get well soon alrights!

i hate to blog in chinese ):
what is pengzhi's problem. hurhur.

iikay! let's quickly settle our class tee thingy thingy :]
kaleidoscope*

off to chem and bio. don't disturb :)

the dignity of the star

2006-02-19T18:14:00.000+08:00

Journal Entry #3

THE REASONS WHY IIIKAY ROCKS, RULES, OR DOESN'T ROCK, DOESN'T RULE. WHAT MAKES US TICK. OR WHY WE DON'T TICK. WHAT MAKES OUR CLASS A NICE PLACE TO IDENTIFY WITH. OR WHAT YOU CAN'T STAND ABOUT THE CLASS. BASICALLY, JUST GIVE FEEDBACK ON THE PAST 6 WEEKS OF BEING TOGETHER. DO YOU HATE IT OR LOVE IT? OR SOMETHING OF BOTH? P.S COMMENTS ABOUT TEACHERS ARE OKAY. JUST DON'T CURSE AND SWEAR. -MR. TAN

of cos' it rocks, rules, reigns :)
at first, i wasn't really looking forward to be in this class
cos' i'm the only 2D'05, apparently.
the class was evidently dominated by 2k05 & 2j05 so yeah
i didn't really feel at home.
not to mention that teachers actually complained that we
are too quiet. can you believe it?

but gradually, i realised that everybody's super friendly!
there ain't any conflicts(at the moment and i hope it remains that way)
and nobody's left out ;)
and although our lessons are argh-so-boring-someone-get-me-a-pillow
we do have very interesting toiletry lessons! :D
i guess that is also one of factors why iiikay is quite bonded now,
cos' of mrtan's jokes huh! and your toilet recounts :D

guess our class is getting noisier and noisier? =)
HAHAHAHA. hopefully!
butbutbut, i still think 2D'05 is superb. like seriously.
i feel that there is this barrier between the girls & guys of iiikay.
we need to MIX! :)
2D05's guys and girls were really really bonded.
we share and talk about EVERYTHING.
sometimes, the girls helped to settle the guys' problems and vice versa.
we were the -bestest- platonic friends, ever.

but basically, iikay is alright, it rocks hard yeah! :]

im somewhere ive never been before

2006-02-16T23:03:00.000+08:00

Unbelievable

Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.

[Chorus]
It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now, I
was lost and you've rescued me some how-.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.

[Chorus]

When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Ohh yeah, break down and cry.

[Chorus]

Now I see, what love means

-

such a beautiful song huh(:
i kept singing it during china lesson and pl got so irritated :D
sorry but i really hate china lessons HAHAHA.

i'm so frustrated-
i spent like hours doing nyaa and save them in my diskette
but i can't open it now! ): guess i have to re-type everything
and hopefully i will finish by tmr morning! raahhh :/

oh and thanks for the valentine's gifts people! (; hurrrr.

guess what i did just now?
i pasted ALL my neoprints on this orange cardboard and put
it up on my room wall and it looks pretty funkadelic now :]
i mean, what's the point of keeping it and letting it rot
and dust and rot and dust? :D might as well display it!
hurhur. loves*

had sec3 welfare meeting with soo & noah today (:
it was.. rather fruitful i guess?
i got to know many things which i'm not gonna disclose here
hahaha :J WELFARE ROCKS. I LOVE WELFARE!

okay, back to nyaa.

it goes like this.

2006-02-12T17:59:00.000+08:00

all that i am-

rephrase- whenever we have english, geography, SEL, chemistry and biology, we have to go to the lecture room or AVT. oh man, this is madness :/
nevermind.look on the bright side, at least we get to burn some calories :D
HAHAHA.

i'm checking class cleanliness every monday! winks-
cos i realised i'm not free on other days! :] hurhur.
tues- math tuition
wed- hcl tutorial :/
thurs- PAC DUTY! hahaha(:
fri- cca, of course.
ohwellllllllllllls.

physics test tmr! ): my worst nightmare.
don't really understand what mr tam had been talking about lately.
hope my self-revision was enough, at least i'm more familiar with it alrdy.

hey viv, thanks for the brownies! that's so sweet! :D

okay eunice, i do it :]

seven things that make me smile
# ben! (he is so funny)
# friends
# hugs
# stars*
# music
# good grades :)
# candles!

seven things to win my heart
# sincerity
# maturity
# being super understanding
# patience
# style
# humour
# concern

seven things i believe in
# God! :]
# dreams
# hard work
# good deeds
# character
# confidence
# fate

seven things i'm afraid of
# the dark :/
# lion dance (this stupid phobia i had ever since young)
# God
# failure
# hcl compos
# loneliness
# creepy crawlies!

seven things i do everyday
# sing
# laugh :D
# smile
# qt
# pray!
# worry
# music!

seven people i want to see now
2D'05! ;] (that's more than seven butbutbut who cares)

physics again!

skip the goodbye

2006-02-09T18:42:00.000+08:00

diritarte-

i don't know why but i just have this sudden urge to blog :)

today was pretty okay, i actually finished all my homework in sch!(:

oh no i'm becoming a NERD ]: hahaha.

had english recount during the first period!

there were 3 choices, and i chose Childhood :D

it was pretty alright, just that i was rushing through the last few minutes.

ohwell hahaha :]

oh there is this uber frustrated thing-

our classroom's projector and ohp ain't working so whenever there's english lesson, we have to go all the way down to the lecture room ):

and whenever there is bio, we have to go all the way to the AVT! like, ARGH.

and the worst thing is, the projector and ohp will only get repaired in march D:
our classroom's on the fifth floor, mind you.

AIYEEEEEER.

had pac duty today, like finally! (: [mine's every thursday]

i was a bit unsure of everything cos it was my first time doing this year.

was busy with the cny preparations during january ya see. blearghh.

it felt so nice to be in the pac reporting for duty again!

it's a welfarian thing, you guys won't understand :]

there is ss tmr! which means we would most probably be

getting back our paper ): OH NOOOO.

and victor, don't be late tmr morning! or else i'll slap you again(:

o-level results will be released tmr. i wonder how my brother will fare.

you gotta listen to your heart and not your mind

2006-02-07T18:29:00.000+08:00

#denial

we got back our probabilty test today :S
15/20 ): rahhhh. never mind!
i have to buck up already.

went to math tuition with dorita yesterday!
it was my first tuition lesson of the year HAHAHA :D
felt so.. enlightened.
finally understood some of the stuffs that i was unsure of.
mr poh and mr mok was teaching just tooo fast for me. S:
so math tuition every tuesday! (:

and i'm down for chinese tutorial every wed BLEARRRRRGH ):
i'm positive that it won't help improve my chinese standard at all!
ohwell ohwell.

welfare sec3s are incharge of the logo&t design for sec3bondingcamp06 :D
hopefully it will turn out well and NICE(:

anyway, cleanliness check every week so yeah,
make sure your classroom is clean all the time okay! :]

nyaa!

just ahead. right there.

2006-02-05T15:07:00.000+08:00

track seven-

i'm having this really baaaad flu right now.
and the cough's getting worst ): rahhhhhhh.
man i hate it when this happens.
can't afford to have a catnap right now.

4 tests this week again. ohwelllls.
ss, emath, chinese, english. aiyeeer!

went to watch inotstupidtoo yesterday at ps(:
real funnaye and touching as well! hurhur :D
don't ask me whether i cried okay! ladeedumdum.

the weather is so hot.

unsaid

2006-02-02T17:45:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY VIVIENNE!! (:
sweetie! :D

we got back our amath test today!
19/20 ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ):
this is so sickeningly maddening. ohwells.
i seriously hope i won't faint when i get back my chem paper..i think i didn't do too well for that one.

blearghhhhhhh. 5th floor ):
whywhywhy! with the sec twos!
i seriously think they will make a hell lot of noise when they are dismissed earlier.
it's a bad idea.

i didn't know the path from the mrt can get sooo dark and cold in the morning. brrr.
i want to meet baba again tmr morning!(: hur.

secones coming for cca tmr! can't wait to see the babies hahaha :D

i have currently 13hairpins on my hair right now.
thirteeeeeeeen!

a past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

SHEESH SORRY MR BEN TAN FOR THE EXTREMELY UBER LONG DELAY OF MY COMMENTS ON GATTACA!
-
I've never been more inspired by any movie,this is an absolutely beautiful piece of art, from the scenery, the colours, everything.
it's kind of a futuristic story of a genetically imperfect man and his seemingly unobtainable goal to travel in space.
Gattaca deals with a future where it is possible to genetically engineer all these "defects" out of newborn children. Not only can you as a parent request that your children will not one day be afflicted by any debilitating heart diseases or other illnesses, you can also specify that they not suffer from any other "defects" - such as the tendency to fall prey to depression, acts of violence, "suffer" from homosexuality, etc.
basically, it's the possibility of making the impossible possible. okay what am i yakking about. everything is settled the moment you are born. don't you find it..scary? okay i'm too sensitive. everyone would be perfect- no defects, no illnesses, no nothing. it makes life meaningless, having born into the world with everything planned for you. ohwell, thats what happens if technology advances waaaaaaaaay too much.
we are presented with a very plausible science fiction tale, one that may cause you to give some thought and provoke conversation on the concept of human messing around in Mother Nature's domain.

there is no gene for the human spirit :)

hey mr Tan,please be lenient when you grade this okay? hahaha (;

2006-01-29T20:12:00.000+08:00

:D

happy chinese new year everybody(:
thanks for all the onthedot greetings okay! *loves-

okay this year is kinda weirrrrd.
i didn't collect that much redpackets as i had the previous year ):
my grandad went overseas! and we missed out quite a few relatives as well.
hurrr. that was so wasted =p ohwell hahaha.

i'm so lucky mr chua alrdy took my height and weight.
and not after cny as it is for some unlucky classes =p
it's not so bad actually, i maintained a distance from the foooood. =)

time for amath.

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

this song is so nice, it's stuck in my head(:

they disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

2006-01-27T19:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
inadvance.

hahaha(:
it's finally over, all the hard work and practices.
it's kinda sad actually if you think about it.
hope it looked okay :D though it was kinda messy back there but
yeah, we made it! =)
i miss the silent- girl guides whooosh ;)
and i miss competing with zhising who's the shiniest with the body glitter all over (:
and in the end we had a hard time removing all the glitter =x hurr.

went heeren today to get my top for cny.
cooooooooooooooool (: i'm in love with it, how? =p
white and brown defines stylo :D
ladeedumdum.

i can't wait for manymany red packets! =p
that's because im currently broke. hurrrrr.
okay, gotta do physics, amath and emath.
cos i really dont understand what mr poh and mr mok are teaching about.
aiyeeer.

it's worth searching for

2006-01-19T19:27:00.000+08:00

those little numbers

chemistry biology chinese amath tests next week.
give me a break.

remind me to study.i may forget.

anything but ordinary

2006-01-15T15:21:00.000+08:00

those worldly temptations

58% 59% 60%
aiyeer, why is the google earth download sososo slow.

the rain has FINALLY stopped but it was kinda drizzling just now but who cares cos' it's uber hot now.

oh great, 100% (:

so much homework. so little time.

Pastor Chee said something today that really hit me.
the thing is, i haven't been doing qt for the whole of this week.
cny dancepractices and homework have been pulling me away from God.
i let fatigue and lethargy sink in.

i shall make this my resolution- do qt everyday. regardless of whatever(:

i hope the cny performance goes well, not much time left alrdy!

sec3 life is boring. i miss my lively 2D ):
i keep dozing off in classes, esp chem physics and chinese.
ohwelllls.

this race

2006-01-10T15:40:00.001+08:00

cos everything's changed, everything's different

hadn't been online since...school reopened.

happy birthday Daryl fooooooooooo :D
you noob =p

yepp.
3k rocks and i sit right infront.
lessons have been utterly boring.
except english(: ben tan is funnaye.

gonna have to stay back everyday for the cny dance..ohwells.
jiayou people(: and 1 and 2 and 3 and 4 and 5, 6, 7, 8! :D
*priv

oh remind me to call nienyuan for speaker's corner later! :D

oh and you know. my locker number is 444k. -.-
but nope, i'm not superstitious! :)

yepp, won't be online as often already):
study study study! :D

niamrehc- that's my name reversed =)

soon

2006-01-02T16:26:00.000+08:00

rabbit shit

this is so so funnaye.
this bimbotic conversation i had with my bimbotic sister last night.

ruth- jie.. you know that blackblack thing inside the water?
me- .... what black thing?
ruth- you know you know! that black circle de!
me- oh, pearls. ya why leh.
ruth-(starts to get very excited and stands up) it's rabbit shit you know!
me- what?!
ruth- reaaaaaally!(nods head) zihua(my bro's gf) say one!
me- rubbish lah. rabbit shit your head lah she bluff you de.
ruth- nooooo reaaaallly. she say they just take the rabbit shit like that(holds imaginary rabbit shit in her hand) and cook into circles. reaaaaally! when i eat i can smell the shit smell de.
me- LOL. no no no it's elephant shit.
ruth- dun bluff la! zihua say elephant shit is orange!

hurhurhur :D

im trying to be enthusiastic about my class.
3K ROCKS! and other classes will be stones and pebbles(:

*in 2006 i will..

1. spread the Word whenever possible
2. stay awfully wide awake during chinese lessons
3. seek help from chinese scholars and thus, improve my chinese tremendously
4. not copy any homework unless i reallyreally have no choice :P
5. love council more!
6. love guides more! :D
7. rock 3K!(:

see you guys tmr! =)

saturate me

2006-01-01T16:24:00.000+08:00

i walk, by faith.

HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D

erh.
time really flies like nobody's business.
not that it's anybody's business.
but yeah. 2006 is already here(:
and i'm sec3! -sighs.

oh and the sec3 and 4 classes have swopped,according to zoe(:
5th level-3A-3H
4th level-3J-3L, 4A-4E
3th level-2A-2B,4F-4L

aiyeer.

oh thanks zhongda for the teddybear(: with the eh, pricetag. =p

all the best for 2006! :D

A light shines in the darkness
i want to respond to that Light
i want to live this year as a Child of Light.

2005-12-30T17:10:00.000+08:00

Xaviere06- A new Home

xaviere06 rocked totallaye! :D
yepp the orientation was great no doubt
TAINO*dakota won the best tribe! i mean, of course (;
Jiajie! we'll do the handshake sometime again kay! OG40 rules(:
clara evangeline shih han lynette li ling jiayu jacob samuel lewis
YOU GUYS ROCK! it's not abt winning, but abt friendship :D
keep up the enthusiam kay(: and join GUIDES&SCOUTS! =)
*loveyys.
the white orientation tee looks fab(; hur.

oh and we have 2 vice principals next year!
the newly added in vice principal(adminstration) - Mr Chin.
hurhur aiyeer.

such manly voice i have now.
yepp i'm in 3k next year. sigh.

affinity

2005-12-26T19:53:00.000+08:00

taino- og40(:

sheesh, who's that anonymous tagger.
yeah whatever :]

oh here are the thank yous(:

thanks for the..

mushroom earrings
chocolates
keychain
teddybear
red star-shaped candle
candy
necklace
green spaghetti strap
orange bra =D
cards&greetings!

orientation camp tmr! :D
og40- jiajie&chermain(:

eightloves to everybody*

crapkerpalah

2005-12-24T17:13:00.000+08:00

:D

merry xmas eve? :D
HAHAHA(:

back from orient training camp ytd(:
the newbies are in for a good time! :D

OG40 leaders- jiajie and chermain!
HURHUR(: the members will be so lucky. lols

yepp. have been working on orient stuff ever since.
jiayou everybody! *loveyys.

orientation camp 27 28 29 =) cant wait HAHAHA.

someone PLEASE spur me on to do my chi book reviews!):

all hearts as one

2005-12-16T23:10:00.000+08:00

Girl Guides Camp Renaissance 05

i miss the stinky smell of the green tent
i miss the blood thirsty mosquitoes
i miss tripping over wooden pegs
i miss grazing my knee
i miss kayaking
i miss watching people rock climb
i miss doing pt in the middle of the night
i miss doing sentry duty
i miss the confidence walk
i miss having dirty water splashed all over me
i miss having planta and margarine and mayonaise all over my hair and face
i miss eating bread with black ants
i miss sliding into the mud pool
i miss crawling into fat dirty tyres
i miss doing morning exercise
i miss uncle Gazali
i miss the bright flames of the camp fire under the moonlight

oh how i miss.

outwit.outlast.outshine.

you bitch =)

2005-12-11T18:10:00.000+08:00

back on 16th

this is horrible.
gg camp just two days away and i'm down with fever 42.6 dc :/
and i simply can't stop sneezing.

this is probably the last post before i go off
back on the 16th :D

Prayer of the day
Dear Lord, help us to persevere and not give up whenever we face trials of many kinds. Help us also, to be thankful in all circumstances for we know that You are the Lord Almighty. Amen.

forever

2005-12-10T18:41:00.000+08:00

=)

went to pick twigs kindlings husks, and bought outdr cooking stuff for camp.
camp is just three days away! :D

monday- 9am grotto to take camp consentform.pick twigs husks kindlings. cip.
tuesday- gg camp 6.30am
wednesday- gg camp
thursday- gg camp
friday -gg camp
saturday- council dance prac (gg dance prac cancelled)

i'm hungry.

Prayer of the day
Lord, we are too proud to listen and obey Your words. Help us to be humble before You, the Almighty God. Help us to treat one another with sincerity and geniune hearts. In Jesus's name, Amen.

there is nothing my God cannot do

2005-12-08T17:14:00.000+08:00

that barrier

ggcamp next tues! :D camp christine.
reallaye looking forward to it. no kidding.
have been doing all the preparations for the past few days
GEMINI =D ladeedumdum (:

i love my new pink shorts.

hike tmr!
burn calories :D HAHAHA!

someone please spur me on to finish my nyaa
or else i'll nvr complete it.

remind me to pick 2 bags each of twigs, kindlings and husks.

Prayer of the day
Father God, we have wicked lips and lazy hands. We are so proud and evil to realise that we are hurting others and destroying our own lives because of our carelessness and slothfulness. Forgive our sins, Lord. Help us to change our bad habits. Help us to change our lifestyle. Amen.

that's what we both know

2005-12-06T22:15:00.000+08:00

i cut my hair. short.

2005-12-04T18:48:00.000+08:00

broke

oh gosh i went tm after church today and spent a bomb.

i bought

a white belt
an orange razorback
a brown tube
a converse duffel bag

and swensens!(:

okay i'm broke.
hahaha :D

oh man this is dumb.
my brother keeps laughing at my pimple! argh.
hope he gets one too HAHAHA =p

okay busy weeks coming up alrdy.

Prayer of the day
Father, thank You that by listening to Your voice of wisdom and applying it to my life, You have promised to keep me, to preserve me from evil and guard my path. Please help me to continually listen to Your voice and heed Your words of wisdom in every situation i am in, that i may be guided in Your way of goodness and righteousness. Amen.

all hearts, beating for Christ.

2005-12-03T19:25:00.000+08:00

pretty pink

my toenails are pretty pink now(:

the girls came over to my house today!
camp proposals and stuff :D

then we went macs for dinner(: hurrrrr.
xinzi is so....HAHAHA!
she dropped her fries on the floor and actuallaye picked them up and ate them!
BLEARGHHH :/ funnaye bumbo!
and she doesn't understand why we are so disgusted and grossified! S:
hahaha :)

5dec05 monday. -tentpitching
fall in 8am paradesq. new gg tee. pe shorts, skirt & sch shoes. bag in concourse.
bring- 1.5, blindfold, poncho, twine, penknife
proposals for camp identities, flag, luggage & shoe rack.

nobody's home. i'm home alone.

this feeling.so unexplainable and confusing.so unavoidable.i don't know why.i'm not supposed to succumb.

Prayer of the day
Lord, i give my heart completely to You. Please work within me a pure heart, one that knows Your words and commands, one that delights in Your ways and truths. Teach me how to respond with a heart that is open to receive and follow Your voice.Amen.

there is more evil in a drop of sin, than in a sea of affliction

2005-12-02T20:31:00.000+08:00

bumbo, no not bimbo, BUMBO :D

this morning was so funnaye!(:
the whole clique of us, knowing very well that slippers aren't allowed in the school premises, purposely wore slippers to sch! :D except for me, i wore sch tee sch skirt sch shoes =) (i brought my slippers along) then they sort of argued with the security guard. shouting and talking back.
HURHURHUR :D

oh and violet ma'am, cassandra and matthew were stuck at the gate as well.
so in the end we had to walk to the other gate, climbing over green hills and thick brown tree roots. screaming at red ant colonies. S:

so in the end we got into the sch! :)
SO LAME. i mean, what's the point of restricting us from wearing slippers into the sch when we can jolly well burn calories and enter from the side gates? dumbness :/

oh and here's the funnaye part.
we were dancing halfway when suddenly yvette called me! saying that she couldn't enter the school cos she was wearing slippers! then we went to rescue her! =p
we took MY sch shoes and ran to the maingate and threw the shoes out of the gate so yvette could wear them! :D even the security guard found it funnaye!
my sch shoes saved the day =)

yepp. ggdance was tiring :/
what's lacking is the enthusiasm! S: hurrrrr.

oh i tell you my dental app was ohsoshitty! LOL(:
the dentist told me to report at 3.25 and in the end i had to wait 20min!
brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
oh and i tell you the dentist noticed my pimple! ): blearghh!
like whatever =)

have to get started on the camp patrol identities, flag& item alrdy!
remind me again! =D

monday- tent-pitching 8am and cip!
tuesday-heritage trail 10am
wednesday-math tuition 1pm
thursday-math tuition 1pm
friday- hike 8-630 (:

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

yes i'm a bumbo, no not bimbo, BUMBO!(:
big ass but stupid :D

this feeling, and i don't know why

2005-11-30T20:08:00.000+08:00

oh what a himbo.

i stayed home the whole day! :D
read SWIMMING WITH THE DEAD the whole afternoon.
a murder case! crime scene-underwater. clues-below the surface
interesting yet vulgar story. all the 'what the hells', 'damns', 'assholes' & 'chrissakes'.
okay why am i telling you guys about this hurrr :S

ohwelll ohwelll.
my brother is so so so himbotic!
i have been asking around for an elective geog tb for quite a while and didn't manage to get any.
then it was only just now did my brother say he has one! so maddening ):
and he still owes me 20bucks! ): blearghhhh.
he says he will return them to me once he gets his salary but i have doubts.
aiyeeeeer :/

oh man my mum just came back with an icecream cone for me!
now i'm practically adding my intake of calories for today :/
HUR :9

gonna collect and buy my new books and sch skirts tmr! :D
remind me to bring my slingbag instead of my totebag tmr. lols(:

yes daddy brought back my acuvue advanced lenses :)
it's not acuvue defined though. ): so it doesn't magnify my pupil. LOL.

OH NO. i just realised something!! *priv
oh crap zs stop laughing!

Prayer of the day
Lord God, thank You so much for many of Your blessings. Thank You for bringing the right people into my life at the right time. Let me be teachable, Father. Help me to listen and obey Your commands. Guide me as i seek out Your will and Your desires, my Lord and Savior. Amen.

God's Love, never fails.

2005-11-29T17:07:00.000+08:00

gemini

i'm back from dancing!(:
finallaye got the formation and stuff done! :D
manymany cheers to soo and gwyneth *loveyys.

oh and i realised i double-posted yesterday!
blogspot AP :D blearghhhh.

guides camp is coming real soon! :)
GEMINI(: remind me to do group identity and group item!
hurrrrr.

i woke up with a fever this morning
but it subsided real fast :S
aiyeeeeer.

dentist& council dance on thurs. gg dance on fri :D

oh! congrats MINGWEI&JULIANA- prom king&queen =)

yepp. it's my bro's grad night tonight. Swiss Hotel i think.
he spent so much cashies for his clothes! vain ass(:

i want my milk tea!

Prayer of the day

Holy Father, instruct me in Your ways. If i stray, do not hesitate to correct me, O Lord, for i greatly desire to keep to Your path. i welcome and long for Your discipline which leads to life. Amen.

just when things were going right

2005-11-28T20:09:00.001+08:00

trying to fit a square into a circle was no lie

dance and meeting tmr. dance thurs. dance friday.
oh no :D

YES!
i've finished reading my LIGHTHOUSE LEGEND.
now it's time for SWIMMING WITH THE DEAD.
lols(:

time reallaye flies.
gonna start math tuition next week already ):
and it's gonna take up my afternoons! D:
ohwellllllll.

and i haven't started on my holiday homework! hurhurhur :D

new green slippers! :)

oh you know my left lenses tore.
i think i wore it too long already. hurr.
GEEE :S

i need to text.

All your worries, leave them somewhere else,
Find a dream you can follow,
Reach for something, when there's nothing left,
And the world's feeling hollow.

someone wake me, i can't seem to break free

2005-11-27T20:34:00.000+08:00

God's Love.

any remedy for a horrible flu?
can't stop sneezing man ):
my sister even thought i cried LOL.
remind me to drink LOTS of water okay.

all the dancing's making my body ache.
both council and guides! hurr :D

guides tmr!

fall in 8am paradesq.
gg tee sch skirt pe shorts.
bring- dark-coloured tee.

oh you know we got our new gg tee alrdy :D
white & green polo. rocks-

the weather's kinda funnaye nowadays.
rain shine rain shine.
RAHHHHH :S

sheesh.
im too lazy to post alrdy.

i need a breakthrough

2005-11-24T20:10:00.000+08:00

milk tea

i have been drinking loads of milk tea recently.
every single day at around this time :D hahaha.
chewing the pearls now hurrrr (:

okay hothothot today! ): even though i stayed in practically the whole day
kinda surprised, i thought it would rain uber heavily :S
aiyeeeer.

i went to cut my hair! :D
HAHAHA(:
and this acne guy attended to me. im so mean HURHUR :S
now my hair is less bushy, less thick and shorter than before.
not much of a difference actually =)

yepp i just made a cdcover for the gg newyear dance song!(:
pink and black :D

guides tmr!
pre-camp training(:
745 fall in parade sq. usual attire
bring- poncho, filled 1.5, penknife whistle, twine, $15 annual camp, result slips & proposals.

you turned to me and said.

2005-11-22T22:16:00.000+08:00

shake it mama shake it =p

i bet i'll wake up tmr with an unbearable body ache ):
danced too much during practice today HAHAHA :]
1st dec is my last practice i suppose! can't make it for the rest alrdy! busy D:
ohwellllllll.

welfare meeting in the *PAC totallaye rockedd today(:
crazy ideas for the future TEN that i simply cannot disclose here! *madness
rocks- *loveyys :D

why doesn't anybody have a songmixer?!?! -frustrated
*screams! RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ):

okay i feel so retarded.

movie with v tmr! *yayness
finallaye got the time to spare for tmr yipeee! LOL :D

*gulps! drinking water plentyplenty!(:
i'm determined to get rid of those eeksouglyanddisgustingandtotallygross pimples
together with my new clearasil vanishing pimple cream..
they will disappear in no time at all! =) i think.
HAHAHA(:

OMGOSH melvin rocks. because he has a songmixer! (:
hope the new completed mixed song turns out okay. =S
i'm counting on you melvin! :D

and oh you know, it's mr Chua's birthday today! LOL(:

it's enough to freeze my heart

2005-11-21T20:15:00.000+08:00

shitty.

my week is so busted.
welfare meeting& dance prac tmr. gg dance on wed. gg and cip on fri.

i just came back from orienteering and i'm suffering from gastric.
good day.

2005-11-20T18:58:00.000+08:00

sleepover! (:

it's raining rats and rodents again D:

i went to the national library saturday! :D with v and my sister!
uberuberuber BIG. ((x
butbutbut the stupid thing is only basement one is for books&stuff.
the rest of the levels are for like, drama etc ):
aiyeer but it's BIG anyway.
yepp so i borrowed 4books(: figured that i can't finish 8books in 3weeks.
ladeedumdum.

and after that we went bugis!
spent manymany again! :D swensons HAHAHA.
my sister loved the banana split icecream so much :)
yes and we took neos! my sister was so excited she kept jumping up&down&up&down.&up.
and because of the fact that she is short, we had to carry her HURHUR =p
and she kept looking at the screen instead of the camera! :D keryewt.
(: *loveyys

and then after that went church in woodlands for miracle service :)
sickness and illness healed onthespot after prayers. how powerful can that be?
*jesus rocks.

okay and i stayed over at v's house!
piggedout and watched dvds! :))
lizzie mcguire movie spongebob movie princess diaries etc :D
HAHAHA and then we finallaye slept at 330am(:
i bet i gained more than twokg from all that piggingout! ): hurhur.

okay apparently i'm singledout! have to play this ten ques game!

1. you get one wish of anything, what would you wish for?
world peace. what do you expect? that's the model answer.

2. what animal would you be?
c'mon!! i'll never be an animal. never(:

3. something you want to do in your life
finish this thing so i can go iron my clothes. and my sister's.

4. One time there were these Ninjas..(complete this sentence)
and they looked like turtles.

5. one song you could listen to over and over again
none. i get sick of em in a flash.

6. coke or pepsi
you might as well ask lime or lemon.

7. something you currently desire
my desires.

8.what's a 'mastoid"? (make a guess no peeking in the dictionary)
sounds like mustard.

9. one good deed you've done lately
i gave my sister 5cents.

10. a funny moment in your life
i need to iron my clothes NOW. and my sister's.

okay i need to iron my clothes now. and my sister's.
(:

i can almost kiss the stars for shining so bright

2005-11-18T18:46:00.000+08:00

rats and rodents

mr lee yk called me this morning to inform me that my appeal was a success! :D
im in trip geog now :) hurhur!
hopefullaye i'll be in the same class as the rest.

i hate the weather D:
it was raining rats and rodents just now.
ohwells.

oh and i went cip as usual today! :D
i played err hi five! with this old lady.
smack here smack there. smack smack smack. HUR :)
she looks fierce but she's keryewt actuallaye.
HAHAHA(: so contradicting.

then after that zs and i went parkway!
walked around and stuff :D
oh my lovable limegreen nailpolish. hurrrr!
(:

i wanna go the the library! :D
i have this strong urge to borrow LOADS&LOADS of books.
reading is my passion LOL (:

oh please pretty please remind me to drink LOADS&LOADS of water okay!
pimples are popping ): hurrrr.

im in for TWO games ohwell.
one's the weirdfacts. the other, the ten ques game. HMM.
and i'm doing this for the verylasttime :D

1. i abhor mushrooms. they reek.
2. i still think i have ugly dark purple eyebags
3. i'm a library freak. bookworm :D
4. fill in the blank
5. fill in the blank

i'm not all that weird. what did you expect? =)

ohwells.i'm too tired for the ten ques game.
another day (:

*loveyys

i'm sure there's gotta be more to it

2005-11-17T18:24:00.000+08:00

ladeedumdum

IM SO LETHARGIC.
i can just slump into my bed and sleep my insomnia away(:
ladeedumdum :D

went for orientation opening dance prac today!
all the twists&turns&jumps&shakes :D hurhurhur.
just lose it AH AH AH AH AH. =p
and manymany more practices to go ((x

oh and i went dentist to have my cavities filled! =x
like, oh-so-pain -.-
and i have to go again on 1st dec ): so bimbotic!

OMGOSH.
now we can borrow 8books per card from the library alrdy! :D
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY(:
doubles up our reading! hur.

hur. and oh i slept at 4plusplusplus yesterday. LOL(:
watched dvds and pigged out. what a greaaaaat way to make me fat.
and then after that i read&read&read til i dozed off. HUR :D

i feel so dumb today. tv time HAHAHA(:

void of all worries

2005-11-15T17:49:00.000+08:00

sunny sunny, what a bunny

such a sunny day(:
hurhur.
but it ain't sunny enough for me to get a tan! D:
ohwells!

you can never guess what time i slept yesterday!
i might as well don't sleep.
hurrr :D

oh goody.
i managed to finish one book already!
two more books to go and off to the library to borrow more books again :D
Tunnels of Blood & Witch Child :) sounds interesting eh.
aiyeeeer.

daddy's gonna order more two-week acuvues for me! :D
hurhur. with more astigmatism. so i can see clearer.
(: something to deal with double visions (:

the chiangmai peeps are gonna return tmr! :)
hope they come back in onepiece. LOLS.
pray* for safety journey :D

movies with f tmr, dance prac on thurs and cip on fri! (:
my week's not that empty actuallaye. hur.

im loosening up

2005-11-14T18:56:00.000+08:00

im left hanging. i need you to pick me up.

i don't know what to feel.
i don't know whether to be happy or sad.
call me sadistic indifferent unfeeling whatever.
so you finallaye landed urself in the police station.
if you have the guts, don't come and ask me for help over & over again.
i hope you change.

i slept at 5plus yesterday. ohmannnnnn ):
my whole week is empty.

im just a line in the song, not a special line, just, a line. right?

2005-11-13T18:14:00.000+08:00

i hate to wait.

brothers, they reek.
if one fine day murder is not prohibited, i'll be the first the slaughter my brother.
because he reeks.

okay don't worry i'm not pissed or anything :D
i just hate it when my brother takes my money and mp3 and ezlinkcard without asking.
what dumbness.

okay i shan't talk about this dumb thing anymore :)
God says we must love our enemies. :D im still trying.

andandand do i have to do the 5weirdbutnotveryweird facts about me again?

-i get turned off by pple burping into my face even though i do exactly that allthetime.
-i still think i have ugly dark purple eyebags D:
-i love star-gazing but yet i think it's a waste of time sticking ur head out of the window and looking at air molecules and pitchblack nothingness :x
-i like to make my sister cry but hates it when she crys. (okay that was way back)
-my dreamhouse is 18 storeys high.

no more next five! HAHAHA(:

ohwells!
guides tmr at 8! orienteering :D
i haven't receive the message yet. quickkkkkk :D

im still waiting

2005-11-12T19:56:00.000+08:00

NO STARS TONIGHT.

five weirdbutnotveryweird facts about me.

-i don't reallaye talk to the person i want to talk to on msn. i wait for the person to talk to me :D
-i've got feelings for stars(:
-i've got insomnia. serious insomnia.
-i keep thinking ive got ugly dark purple eyebags even though i don't have any.
-this is bimbotic :D

next five...DRUMROLL PLEASE :D
-xinning
-khengyong
-shanna
-candice
-aloysius

:D

imsotired.
no stars tonight.

it's a complicated web, that you weaved inside my head

2005-11-11T17:32:00.000+08:00

talk

im back im back im back!
err HAHAHA :D

okay.i think 2DEFK chalets are all on the same dates!
so interesting! hurhur :D

2d'05 chalet! (no pets allowed :p)
i love the part when everyone was cuddled up in the room with the lights off and listening to weiyang and joel talk about ghosts in our school.every once in a while someone would knock on the door and we'd start screaming and shouting and laughing =)
and when we had a makeover for jasper! his new shirt and slippers and when we styled and spiked his hair! :D
and when we tried to suntan but it rained
and when the guys were busy raping each other in their room..
and when the girls and guys were bitching and gossiping :p
and when we kept hearing weird noises and seeing blue stuffs flying around
and when we tried to cleanup the place but it got all dirty again
and when the illegal bbq took place on the second night.and the guys actuallaye used margarine to get the fire going and that bimbotic brown cat which kept running around the bbq pit and got the girls screaming.
and also when we tried to bbq marshmellows but they caught fire which got us panicking and screaming and shouting and laughing again ((:
and when we had steamboat on the last night! :D
but i absolutely hated the part when yihan used my phone to reply gx without asking! i didn't even know! but nevermind =)

yepp. it was SO BONDING :D
esp the no pets allowed part *priv
gonna miss you guys okay!
ohwells! :S

p.s thanks for the cross necklace :D *lovelove

guides!
we had guides last thurs at eastcoast! :)
oh and on the way there my left contacts got to the back of my eyes.
SO GROSS =X
so in the end it came out curled up. ewww :S
okay so they had 4 stations at the hothothot beach
so hot that i kinda got sunburnt on my cheeks!
in the end all of us got soaked and wet and sandy!
oh and we saw a tornado!
but it kinda disappeared after a while :S
hurhur (:

cip today!
esther! that weirrrrd lady. HAHAHA :)
you know she told me she had a err boyfriend?
and that her boyfriend's brother likes her.
i was like..okay INTERESTING.
and now she says she used to work as a policewoman.
hurhurhur :)
oh and i helped the oldies cut their nails!
so yellow and dirty! :S
and we gave them their gifts as well ((x

yeah and my brother brought his gf back home
so lian :S
she's kinda droppedout from sch so yeah.
whatever :D

ohwells.
im so tired alrdy.

all mixed up. don't give me wrong hints.

2005-11-07T18:05:00.000+08:00

serious insomnia

im so tired and my eyes are so pain.
i still have double vision.aiyeeer!
have to get used to my contacts(:
blearghh.

yepp went sch for gradnight interview!
it was so weirddd. =x
HUR(: ohwells.

oh and went chengnee's house to watch
wang zi bian qing wa.
prince turns into a frog.
((x hurhur. first time.
i think it's quite nice though i didn't really understand anything.
aiyeer.

SERIOUS INSOMNIA.
if you text me at midnight nowanights
i'll definitely be able to reply you :)
cos i'll be wide awake.wideeeeeeeee awake!
good thing i have eye gel to keep away those ugly purple eyebags!
and yes i slept late again ytd!(:
watched the soccer match man utd against chelsea.
man utd 1 chelsea 0 ((:
ZERO!! :D :D :D
since when was i a man utd fan huh.influenced ((x
sheeesh.

oh and finally i decided to change my blogskin to WHITE =)
im so sick of black. hur :D

class chalet in two more days! :D
i'll be more than happy to get out of the house.
hur :D
library tmr, guides on thursday and cip on friday.
my week's not so empty afterall :)

i can't find my heart

2005-11-06T20:13:00.000+08:00

im so confused.
argh )):

2005-11-04T17:40:00.000+08:00

lethargic

argh i just came back.
im aching all overr )):

we had outdoor cooking for guides today!
here's what we cooked up-
main dish- macoroni mixed with err cheese & egg
side dish- sunny side up & chocolate banana!! :)
dessert-filet cubes & apples! hurhur ((x

we were like SO FULL cos of the cheese
it tasted so funnaye! =x
funfunfun =) yeah. hurhur.

okay so after that we went kallang for cip again!
this time it was kindaa..worse?!
i almost puked! =x
guess what's their teabreak for today?
chocolatecookie+biscuit+garlicbread BLENDED/CRUSHED & mixed with wheat cereal.
EWWWW.
and it had this strong awful smell! ):
so i had to feed this lady a HUGE BOWL of em.
and i took so long cos she had no teeth!
i felt so ......... yuckk. =S

ohwells.
good thing i wasn't the one eating that awful mixture.
hurhur :)

oh and i've got to tell you this funnaye thing!
i took bus 31 back to tamp interchange just now
& i was so tired i fell asleep on the bus
and kept waking up & falling asleep & waking up & falling asleep cos of the bimbotic bumpy roads.
and alas when i finallaye awoke, the bus was alrdy parking in the interchange!
i was like ohh shite! hurhur :)
the bus driver was so amused & kept laughing! argh.
LOLS(: then he finallaye let me out.
i felt so stupid! aiyeeeeeeeeeer.

ohwells.
may my insomnia-ism go away..
or else i'll end up dozing off in buses again :)

you are the problem and you can't feel

2005-11-03T18:41:00.000+08:00

insomniac

went shopping with vivienne today!

and lunch at swensens.hurhur :)

bought alotalotalot of stuff.

spent alotalotalot of moneyy =x

aiyeer.

actuallaye we planned to go to the library

but it's public holiday today! ):

so i err ended up shopping heeeee.

bleargh

my bimbotic sister is so elated right now.

cos mommy just bought her a new watch.

and she keeps showing it off in front of me

hurr.keryewt =)

argh.

i just can't get to sleep nowadays.

or nowanights. erh. whatever =x

slept at 330plusplusplus again last night!

or morning you call it.

insomnia huh! aiyeeeer )):

okay guides and cip tmr. long day.

it's just another heartache on my list

2005-11-02T23:00:00.000+08:00

no stars tonight.

1. pick 1 of ur scars 0ut now.. how did u get it?
when the doc decided to open up my body and deposit some titanium inside.and eight screws.

2. wad's on the walls of ur room?
this keryewt humpty dumpty cardboard and err rabbit puzzle HURHUR :)

3. w0uld u rather play 0r watch baseball?
sleep.

4. wad sp0rt w0uld u say u're good at?
ermm. badminton? i dont know! hur :)

5. wad was ur w0rst nightmare?
i was at this coffeeshop when suddenly a monster appeared and chased me.

6. apples 0r oranges?
apples :)

7. grapes or watermelon?
still apples

8. wolves or tigers?
leopard. LOLs.

9. wad s0rt of music d0 u listen to?
all sorts. english =)

10.haf u ever written poetry?
yeah i did it in 5 min and got a C

11. d0 u rem birthdays?
i mark em down in my calendar :)

12. d0 u n0e wad tym u wer born?
aiyeeeer.

13. d0 u haf a birth mark?
no wayyy.

14. r u a sweet pers0n?
duh. how bimbotic can you get.

15. wad were u doing before filling this out?
applying eye gel LOLs =x

16. wad is ur fav0urite gum?
what gum! chewing gum? bubble gum? gummy bears? teeth gums? hurhur :)

17. fav ch0colate?
fattening. uh-uh. not my thing.

18. fav candy
ehh.that sour thingy thingy =D

19. choc0late or vanilla ice-cream?
c'mon la its so fattening. okay chocolate. HURHUR.

20. wad is e first ting u n0tice sum1?
eyeeeee. and hairstyle =D

21. wad's ur fav smell?
you know when i smell of sweat and mud and sweat. and mud.

22. fave s0und tt u hear 0ften?
my bimbotic sister screaming and running ard e house.

23. wad r u tinkin abt rite n0w?
err HAHA =P

24. wad's ur fav disney m0vie of all time?
no stars tonight!

25. wad col0ur r ur eyes?
dark brown i guess.

26. haf u ever slept with a stuffed animal?
yesyes everyday! that monkey with the pink ass =)

27. wad's e name 0f e stuffed anmal?
erh.

28. wh0 was ur first crush wen u were little?
my pacifier.

29. wad kind 0f hairstyle d0 u llike?
long and bimbotic.

30. wh0 out of ur frens haf u kn0wn e l0ngest?
HURHUR vivienne my sweetie.

31.sunrise 0r sunset?
sunrise! :) provided it's at the beach. hur :)

32. when can u c urself bein prop0sed to/at..?
im getting married on 16 dec 05! *priv-

33. m0vies?
yepp.

34. where can u c urself g0in for ur honeymoon?
17 dec =D hurhur.

35. can u play an instrument?
erh recorder. LOL.

36. d0 u usually butt in peeps convy's?
no wayy thats so bimbotic!

37. wad kind 0f bo0ks d0 u like t0 read?
provided it's english.

38. Do you read poetry?
nonono.

39. h0w d0 u like ur coffee?
i don't drink coffee! eww.

40. wad's ur fav phrase?
that's just so bimbotic.

catch my wave

2005-11-02T21:11:00.000+08:00

nights.

i slept at 436am yesterday.
so goodnight.

i don't know. it's just too confusing. argh. i hate this.

2005-10-31T18:18:00.000+08:00

compasspoint :))

okay i can finally strike it off my wishlist ((x

went compasspoint to choose new specs.
BLACK RECTANGULAR :)
yeah and it can be discounted cos my dad works at the first branch =D hurhur.
hey if you guys wanna purchase specs or contacts
drop by THE LENS MEN in parkway parade okay!
(: hurhur.

oh my dad's colleague says my present specs kinda CHILDISH
and my new one is better cos it gives me the ATTITUDE.
i was like -.---------- whatever? hurhur :)

yepp and my library debts are settled =)
now i can borrow books in peace.
the compasspoint library is the coldest one ive ever been to.
oh and compasspoint is kinda BIG ya know. =p
hurhurrrr.

oh and the combi's out!
mine's c4. whats that anyway? =x
probably bio chem core geog elect elit :)
anybody has the same combi as me?
aiyeeer.

-

guides message-04/11/05 friday
fall in 8am parade sq
sec1s-pe t, pe shorts, sch skirt
sec2s-gg t, pe shorts, sch skirt

BRING-
meal bag
bowl
cutlery
1.5 bottle
1 bag each of twigs, kindlings, husks
EACH PATROL-
aluminium
toothpaste
knife
chopbd
detergent
sponge
newspaper
seasoning
2 boxes of solid fuel
twine
plan a design for table using gadget poles

maybe im just one of them; not special

2005-10-30T18:02:00.000+08:00

pure boredom

okay. my blog went through a lil revamp :)

hurhur.
gonna go library tmr to clear all my debts.
they are not exactly my debts, but whatever.
((x

ohwells.
i miss those in shanghai sososo much ):
endure five more days dudette*

argh.
someone give me something to do.

don't play me with your silence

2005-10-28T17:56:00.000+08:00

kallang! :)

today's the last day of sch this year
i don't know whether to be :) or :(
hurhur.ohwells =x

oh my report slip.
well at least i improved..hurrr. (:
and the teacher's remark was SO LONG =)

gonna go for LOADS of math tuition!
and manymany visits to the library to improve my languages.
HURRR :)

ohwells ):
actually im kinda sad that it's holidays alrdy
i can't imagine how bored and stonish im gonna be
date me out okay! =p

after sch went kallang for cip
talked to old folks!(: hurhur.
andandand they are SOSOSO keryewttt! =D
wells, some are mentally disabled-uber amusing!

This middle aged lady called esther told me her story.
(she's kinda mentally disabled btw =x)

she claimed to be 30 yrs old and said that she went to the army 18 yrs ago.(she must have been 12yrs old then.LOLs.) then one day she went to malaysia and climbed a hill, and met a magician. for whatever reason, she and the magician fought on the hill. oh and she claimed that she learnt kungfu in shaolin temple. so when they were fighting, they were flying as well. =X okays here's the interesting part. she said that the magician cast a spell on her, and THREE of her came out. (as in, three of esther) so now there are FOUR esthers including her. (...) here's the freeeeaky part. she said one of her is in the coffin, the other is rotting in the refrigerator, and the last one hanged. oh and she said whenever she sneezes, the other three sneeze too. okay then don't know why but the magician died so the four esthers pieced together into one and ERR became her.

when i heard the story, i was like...OMGOSH..
HURHUR :)

oh and i tried talking to this old lady.
at first i couldn't make out what she was saying
then rachel maam and i realised she was SINGING!
we were like -.-------
singing in some dialect i guess. =x

and there was this reallaye nice one.
this old lady said her daughter was missing
and wanted to borrow my phone to call her.
then i just said i didn't have any. =x brrr.
she went on telling us to be careful of boys
don't wear makeup or skimpy clothes or else will get raped or molested.
then she went on and on....
rachel maam and i were like- um ya. ya, mm.
HURHUR (:

then there was this reallaye fierce one.
she kept staring at me as if ive got a humongous pimple on my nose or smtg.
hurhurhur.

basically it was.. nice.
it felt so good to see them smile :)
hurhur. ohwells.
we're gonna go there every friday for the rest of the holis x))

took bus 31 back after that.
it was such a long ride.
helped me to sort out my thoughts.

cause im afraid this complacency is something i can't shake

2005-10-26T18:32:00.000+08:00

i need strepsils.

coughing non-stop ever since dontknowwhen.
)):

2005-10-25T19:00:00.000+08:00

OHWELLS )):

today was the last class day together.
we even viewed a video that zoe created for 2D.

ohgosh im so totallaye gonna miss this class.
REAL LOT )):
all the crappiness.lameness.noise.bond

i still rmb whenever someone's hp rang during lessons, we'd all start making funny noises to drown out the ringing.
it was all so funny :)

im gonna miss all my besties as well.
xinning.
luhuan.
estee.
xiangying.
zhising.
angela.
regina.
hanlu.
zoe.
weisheng.
guoxiang.
weiyang.
zhongda.
yihan.
jasper.

xinning- you lil cannot-stop-laughing-once-you-start-laughing gerr! :)
hurhur cute bubbly sista guide! gonna miss you real lot! HURHUR ((x *JL

luhuan- HUANIEEEEEEEEEEE! x)) u're like my big sister! big leader! always there when i need a confidant, a listening ear. thanks okay? hope u will be able to solve ur probs when im not there yeah? *loves.

estee- HURHUR. you bimbotic bimbo! :) i think u're even more bimbotic than me! =D i love it anyways. gonna miss ur singing in the middle of lessons haha =p we're probably getting into the same class yeah. tkcrs & don't fall sick again (:

xiangying- another lovable sister! i can't imagine what it wld be like w/o you D= u're like the one who brings peace when there are disputes among us. and yesyes jay chou rocks yeah(:

zhising- HURHUR x)) gonna miss ur lousy temper =x you are like so keryewt and chubby! always acting spaz(: and that mosquito in ur living room! ohwells, u're probably going trip sci, so im gonna miss u ALOT ALOT. like, ALOT. ): but its not gonna be that bad since we'r still sista guides afterall =D

angela- another act spaz! :) hurhurrr. u always look so pale & white & pale & white =p still rmb that time when we tied ur hair into ponytails, you look so darn* prettaye! :) work harder in ur studies okay? sista guides*

regina- hey u're not probably not gonna read this cos u're in china alrdy! )): and i can't see u til next year! =x OHWELLS. i really love ur CRAPPINESS! u're like always making LOADS of noise! :) without u the class wld be like totally not fun at all! hurhur. hope u're doing well in china now, seeya when sch reopens =D

hanlu- LULU JIE! :) hurhurrrrrrrrrr. u chinese pro! =x never failed to brighten up my day. lols =D yupp we'll see each other more in council, so i probably won't miss u that much =pppppppp

zoe- hui yu! our noticebds depended so strongly on you can! =) still rmbed the monkey collage! =p HURHUR. yupyup u're the one who does everything for us :) love ur specs btw! cheerful bubbly! ohgosh gonna miss ur sweet voice. =(

ALL GUYS- -.--- hurhur. guoxiang! my locker partner this year and next year! (: gonna miss ur apness! hurhur but make sure u dun offend anyone when u're in a diff class next year =D weisheng! yup u're capable, just work harder next year and dun slack! =D zhongda! ohgosh i really can't believe u're transferring to bedokgreen )): OHWELLS. must work hard okay! and do come back often :) yihan! you quiet *darn quiet scout! HURHUR. speak out okay? ((: weiyang! welfarian =D hurhur u seat infront of me! hurhur and i always have to teach u math! and u teach me science(: tkcrs alright! jasper! you jassie pokey! (: you didnt say sorry when u stepped on my toes ytd! =x hurhur. i like ur lameness anyway. probably trip science right? hurhur. u clever pokey! =D stay lame :)

blearghhh.
they're leaving for shanghaii tmr.
have a good trip babies (:

its you and you still don't know

2005-10-24T16:48:00.000+08:00

funnnnnnfairr.

HURHURHUR ((x

the haunted house was like, funny?
LOL.aiyeers! (:
they went in scared but came out laughing.
HURHUR.what a joke =D
some liked it though
but our class bonded anyway (: *LOVES.

oh darn*
my mum won't pay for my locker.
oh crapps )):

-Samuel Caleb- [STRiKE!!!] [Raleigh!!] [OBS RAWKS! unforgettable experience] [] says:
heyy
- c hermain ; the look YOU cast me conveyed less interest than negligence says:
HEYY HIMBO!
- c hermain ; the look YOU cast me conveyed less interest than negligence says:
lols.
-Samuel Caleb- [STRiKE!!!] [Raleigh!!] [OBS RAWKS! unforgettable experience] [] says:
LOL
-Samuel Caleb- [STRiKE!!!] [Raleigh!!] [OBS RAWKS! unforgettable experience] [] says:
im not a himbo !
- c hermain ; the look YOU cast me conveyed less interest than negligence says:
OH YES YOU ARE!

HURHUR :)

oh darn* again.
ITS RAINING )): thunder.lightning. D=

4 days left onlaye! ):
OHWELLS.

show it to me.please.

2005-10-23T00:34:00.000+08:00

READ THIS.and reflect.

In that place between wakefulness and dreams,I found myself in the room.There were no distinguishing features, save for the one wall covered with small index card files.They were like the ones in libraries that list titles by author or subject in alphabetical order.But these files, which stretched from floor to ceiling and seemingly endlessly in either direction,had very different headings.As I drew near the wall of files,the first to catch my attention was one that read "People I Have Liked".I opened it and began flipping through the cards.I quickly shut it, shocked to realize that I recognized the names written on each one.And then without being told, I knew exactly where I was.This lifeless room with its small files was a crude catalog system for my life.Here were written the actions of my every moment, big and small,in a detail my memory couldn't match.A sense of wonder and curiosity, coupled with horror,stirred within me as I began randomly opening files and exploring their content.Some brought joy and sweet memories;others a sense of shame and regret,so intense that I would look over my shoulder to see if anyone was watching.A file named "Friends" was next to one marked "Friends I Have Betrayed."The titles ranged from the mundane to the outright weird."Books I Have Read", "Lies I Have Told", "Comfort I Have Given", "Jokes I Have Laughed At".Some were almost hilarious in their exactness:"Things I've Yelled at My Brothers."Others I couldn't laugh at:"Things I Have Done in My Anger", "Things I Have Muttered Under My Breath at My Parents".I never ceased to be surprised by the contents.Often there were many more cards than I expected.Sometimes fewer than I hoped.I was overwhelmed by the sheer volume of the life I had lived.Could it be possible that I had the time in my 20 years,to write each of these thousands or even millions of cards?But each card confirmed this truth.Each was written in my own handwriting.Each signed with my signature.When I pulled out the file marked "Songs I Have Listened To",I realized the files grew to contain their contents.The cards were packed tightly, and yet after two or three yards, I hadn't found the end of the file.I shut it, shamed, not so much by the quality of music,but more by the vast amount of time I knew that file represented.When I came to a file marked "Lustful Thoughts", I felt a chill run through my body.I pulled the file out only an inch, not willing to test its size, and drew out a card.I shuddered at its detailed content.I felt sick to think that such a moment had been recorded.An almost animal rage broke on me.One thought dominated my mind:"No one must ever see these cards!No one must ever see this room!I have to destroy them!"In an insane frenzy I yanked the file out.Its size didn't matter now.I had to empty it and burn the cards.But as I took it at one end and began pounding it on the floor, I could not dislodge a single card.I became desperate and pulled out a card, only to find it as strong as steel when I tried to tear it.Defeated and utterly helpless, I returned the file to its slot.Leaning my forehead against the wall, I let out a long, self-pitying sigh.And then I saw it.The title bore "People I Have Shared the Gospel With".The handle was brighter than those around it, newer, almost unused.I pulled on its handle and a small box not more than three inches long fell into my hands.I could count the cards it contained on one hand.And then the tears came.I began to weep.Sobs so deep that the hurt started in my stomach and shook through me.I fell on my knees and cried.I cried out of shame, from the overwheming shame of it all.The rows of file shelves swirled in my tear-filled eyes.No one must ever, ever know of this room.I must lock it up and hide the key.But then as I pushed away the tears, I saw Him.No, please not Him.Not here!Oh, anyone but Jesus.I watched helplessly as He began to open the files and read the cards.I couldn't bear to watch His response.And in the moments I could bring myself to look at His face, I saw a sorrow deeper than my own.He seemed to intuitively go to the worst boxes.Why did He have to read every one?Finally He turned and looked at me from across the room.He looked at me with pity in His eyes.But this was a pity that didn't anger me.I dropped my head, covered my face with my hands and began to cry again.He walked over and put His arm around me.He could have said so many things.But He didn't say a word.He just cried with me.Then He got up and walked back to the wall of files.Starting at one end of the room, He took out a file and, one by one,began to sign His name over mine on each card."No!" I shouted rushing to Him.All I could find to say was "No, no," as I pulled the card from Him.His name shouldn't be on these cards.But there it was, written in red so rich, so dark, so alive.The name of Jesus covered mine.It was written with His blood.He gently took the card back.He smiled a sad smile and began to sign the cards.I don't think I'll ever understand how He did it so quickly,but the next instant it seemed I heard Him close the last file and walk back to my side.He placed His hand on my shoulder and said, "It is finished."I stood up, and He led me out of the room.There was no lock on its door.There were still cards to be written.

2005-10-21T18:36:00.000+08:00

rarrr-bishh x))

HAHAHA :)
just changed my handphone. ahwells ((x

OHWELLS.my results!
okay some ain't that bad,but not very good either.
so its a balance (:
at least most of 'em improved.
THANKGOD(: *thanksgiving

im still sticking to double sci though.
bio chem core elit elect geog =)
no way am i gonna take hist. *sucks =x

oh and you guys realise something?
my blogskin's almost always BLACK :)
and somehow the same design. hahaha!
aiyeer.

ahwells.
they are going shanghai this wed! )):
most of them anyway. and i can't go.
this stinks! D:
someone date me out! i'll be totally free!
LOLs. =x
you guys better buy something back for me okay!
hahaha :)

bought shorts again today with dor.
orange and white from 77th street. rocks (:

the look you cast me conveyed less interest than negligence

2005-10-18T18:06:00.000+08:00

LIAM LIAM LAND

YES! The camp was so fun ((x
LIAMLIAM LAND it was called. hahaha!
we were divided into groups-names of diff kuehs. xD
mine was Jiu Cheng Gao-9 layered cake!
hahaha :)

the sec2s planned the night games!
it turned out pretty okay i guess
hahaha though it wasn't scary enough lahh but who cares.

oh did i tell you we got FIRST for amazing race (x
i can't figure out why!
we even slacked half an hour in kfc LOLs.
hahaha :)

movie screening was SICKK.
corpse bride and scarymovie 3! =D
and the last night initial d and scarymovie 3 AGAIN!
haha GUYS =p

and the finale night ended with laughter!
esp when songleng wore his underwear on the outside!
it was part of the skit lahh HAHAHA (:
yeahh and the new council tee is green!
designed by jeremy&alwyn! ((:
its nice but too big for me!
i can go w/o shorts LOLs. x))

yupp and we got overall champion!!
haha we rock with the anyhow-composed-cheer cann!
loves* ((:

yeah results tmr!
not looking forward to it AHWELLS!

-sends a kiss and captures a heart

2005-10-15T14:43:00.000+08:00

there you have it, my boyfriend (:

2005-10-14T15:48:00.000+08:00

so long nvr blog alrdy
i suddenly forgot how to blog.

okay i just remembered.

EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRRRRRRRRR!

like, FINALLY! ((x
my pimple-popping days are overr!
hehheh.
but im like still in the exam mode.
aiyeer =X

so today's err hcl paper was..so dumb =p
haha i mean i dun understand anything!
what mickeymouse minniemouse?!
ahwells whatever ((x

so i went heeeeeeeren & bought 37 degrees shorts!
and surfers paradise & bought berms ((x

oh yes! council bonding camp tmr!!!
tmrtmrtmr! ((x
coming back on tuesday & next day's sch.
ohwells! xD

keep my tagbd alive okay! *LOVES.

look my way please; i promise i'll smile

2005-09-19T12:49:00.000+08:00

here to remind myself to studyhard-

do your best and leave the rest for GOD to bless :)